Sometimes I wish that I'd never heard "Hold On." I feel so worthless and I'm asking "Why the hell am I here?" I feel like a waste of space and energy--no this isn't a post for pity, so don't leave me any fucking comments asking me what's wrong or trying to give me support that never helps. I'm just sick of being a motherfucking wallflower, an introvert, and someone that everyone easily forgets. Don't say that I'm not easily forgotten because in all honesty I am. Do you see how many people remember me? That's right. So don't say shit about it, you can't twist this around to make it look better. I'm sick of being everyone's fucking backup, and I'm sick of being by myself all the time. Just consider yourselves lucky. That's all I have to say.